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The Big K’s letter to God

By on Jul 15, 2008 | 6 comments

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Dear God,

I don’t know if you read my blog. Few people even doubt about your existence. My common sense based thinking tells me that you do exist; simply because there must be someone who created this universe so well. Probably you are not like the one they show in TV. But I know you exist for sure. So, if you are reading this blog, I’ve few things to tell you.

First of all, you will agree that I haven’t bothered you since last so many days (years, maybe). I haven’t been to any temple. You know I blink my eyes whenever I pass by your photograph in the kitchen; but that’s it. Long back, I made a promise that I won’t disturb you because you’ve a lot on your mind already. I’ve been secretly helping you by making people realize the stupidity in their normal acts so that they become less stupid every new day. I did have some wishes in my mind but I never emotionally blackmail you by doing all day fasts or offering regular prayers. Obviously, none of my wishes came true.

Last night, I was alone and wondering 5 Ws about the things I’m doing these days. I couldn’t sleep till 2 in the night. Naturally I missed my next morning workout which led to a bad day at office. That in turn has made me upset. I had to gulp down two cups of coffee (which, you know, is bad for humans) before writing this letter to you. I just want to tell you – I’m NOT happy & I’m NOT enjoying.

The reason is simple and you know it. Things I want to happen are not happening. I can’t do much about it, apart from being optimistic. I’m optimistic 99.99% of the times, but 0.01% of the times, I feel like nothing’s right going to happen. You know I don’t like it when I’m not in control. I’ve been trying to keep my spirits high, but sometimes I feel numb.

All said, I’m not able to concentrate on something I’ve been trying since last so many weeks. There’s a ‘No’ & ‘Delay’ almost everywhere. What am I supposed to do in such a situation?

Alright. Other readers of this blog might think I’m complaining to you about my situation. I’m not. Because complaining doesn’t help. I learned that when I was in school. Whenever I complained about noisy girls in my class nothing happened. But whenever they complained about me, I’d get punished. Its okay, I don’t complain.

Anyway. I hope you’re having a good time.

Ciao,

The Big K

PS: Oh, yes. Would you mind increasing my IQ by 2? I haven’t been able to get through the final stage of Rubik’s Cube yet 🙁 .



6 Comments

  1. Hey Big K,
    I have been reading ur posts for last few days.
    Just surprised to say, right from Name I found lot of things going similar.
    Infact many of ur posts sounds similar to what I some times think.
    Specifically decided to write a comment today since I am also trying hard to solve “Rubik’s cube” at the moment and am also in the same situation as u r regarding the cube.
    let me take one more check. Have u read “Right ho, Jeeves” by P. G. WoodHouse. People suggested me it to be a great and humorous book”. I found it opposite, am struggling for that just one laugh still and trying to finish of the book so that I can move on some better one.
    anyways ur posts are good.
    keep writing

  2. Parag

    July 16, 2008

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    Nice letter…..humorous…..clearly indicates you are strong and firm on your thoughts.
    Most importantly…………….. you think a LOT !
    Would like to hear more about you, just out of curiosity and nothing else !

  3. Guess Who

    July 17, 2008

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    Kaustubh,

    I know you believe in me, otherwise you would not have been writing to me. (Aaah!! These human based keyboards are so lame, how can one type QWERTY when DVORAK is much better! What is one to do with the extra two fingers??). Worry naught, those are my problems, I shall persist.

    Sometimes it is good that one lets go of controlling everything around them and just believes that things will happen. That’s why so many people throng the temples, masjids, churches, etc. They need that faith to go further in life.

    You, boy, you are different. You already have that faith in you. Hence the fact that you do not visit temples is appreciated, one less to support ;-).

    Anyways, the point is, Why bother about the 0.01% when the rest is so abso-freak-lutely great?

    PS – Your IQ level just went up .. next time you do try to solve Rubik’s Cube … remember me and try harder.

    God.

  4. Ankit

    July 20, 2008

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    Great letter man, But I suppose you are not really too much attached to god than you think that you are. Actually the fact is that, you remember him only when his photo comes in front of you or when you are sad or stressed. It happens with everyone, even me(though I am a bit agnostic in nature).

  5. Mayur

    July 21, 2008

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    Good letter. By the way you have been feeling like that for many days now. May be you need to write and talk to a friend. Dial any time buddy. And dont worry!

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