I don’t know if you read my blog. Few people even doubt about your existence. My common sense based thinking tells me that you do exist; simply because there must be someone who created this universe so well. Probably you are not like the one they show in TV. But I know you exist for sure. So, if you are reading this blog, I’ve few things to tell you.
First of all, you will agree that I haven’t bothered you since last so many days (years, maybe). I haven’t been to any temple. You know I blink my eyes whenever I pass by your photograph in the kitchen; but that’s it. Long back, I made a promise that I won’t disturb you because you’ve a lot on your mind already. I’ve been secretly helping you by making people realize the stupidity in their normal acts so that they become less stupid every new day. I did have some wishes in my mind but I never emotionally blackmail you by doing all day fasts or offering regular prayers. Obviously, none of my wishes came true.
Last night, I was alone and wondering 5 Ws about the things I’m doing these days. I couldn’t sleep till 2 in the night. Naturally I missed my next morning workout which led to a bad day at office. That in turn has made me upset. I had to gulp down two cups of coffee (which, you know, is bad for humans) before writing this letter to you. I just want to tell you – I’m NOT happy & I’m NOT enjoying.
The reason is simple and you know it. Things I want to happen are not happening. I can’t do much about it, apart from being optimistic. I’m optimistic 99.99% of the times, but 0.01% of the times, I feel like nothing’s right going to happen. You know I don’t like it when I’m not in control. I’ve been trying to keep my spirits high, but sometimes I feel numb.
All said, I’m not able to concentrate on something I’ve been trying since last so many weeks. There’s a ‘No’ & ‘Delay’ almost everywhere. What am I supposed to do in such a situation?
Alright. Other readers of this blog might think I’m complaining to you about my situation. I’m not. Because complaining doesn’t help. I learned that when I was in school. Whenever I complained about noisy girls in my class nothing happened. But whenever they complained about me, I’d get punished. Its okay, I don’t complain.
Anyway. I hope you’re having a good time.
–The Big K–
PS: Oh, yes. Would you mind increasing my IQ by 2? I haven’t been able to get through the final stage of Rubik’s Cube yet 🙁 .