My old post “About Me Contest” got a big comment from SuperBlog reader Ruchika Khosla. I’m promoting the comment to the post. Take your time to read it and post your comment. Here we go –
i m ruchika khosla,a 24 years old girl,i live with my parents.my only frnd in my whole life infact my everything my love my inspiration my guide my friend my philosopher was my grandmom.for others she is no more inthis world bt for me she is still alive i was used to share my each and every thing every feeling with her only,my grandmom and my father are only 2 persons who understand me completly they cn predict very easily that wat decision i would take in any situation,i faced a strange life.wen i was a kid my childhood life upto the age of 12 cn b called a golden period as i was loved and cared by all persons as i lived in a joint family.but actually i was wrong nw when i look at past i come to know tht the love was bcoz of my father’s money.my father was in business of garments and shoes,and my ambition was to become a big businessperson to increase my father’s work bt one day my world changed completly.my father met an accident and got paralyised,due to brain hamerej.and at tht time i saw all relations changing there colour.i wont say they didnt help me they did by in exchange the cost theycharge was so high that all my future dreams shattered.i knw the first time i start cooking my whole hand got burnt and i was nt evn able to cry,my mom was with my father as he needs some one to move,i start taking all responsibilities of my younger sister and tht was just a start the same year my grandmom to get brainhameraj attack.and a 13 years old gal suddenly start getting changed in a woman,mujhe pata hi nai chala,i take all responsibilities of household and outside to i still remember the moment i first submit a bill.the eyes of people,bt times go on,i studied and withthat tak care of my grandmom as all her children left her on me saying tht i should pay for the love i got frm her,par unhone kabhi meri himmat totne nai di.i was used to sleep at 3 and woke up at 6 to do households bfore going to school.my fathers business was in hands of my realatives and was going down,with time.at the time my father start standing nothing was left.bt unhone haar nai mani.we started running a shopand due to my grandmom,s blessings and my parents hard work it started giving us bread.and suddenly i start founding all relatives agn at my place.i start taking part in father’s business and start the habit of saying no.i faced a hardlife bt i always have a hope that i will rectify all things 1 day,wen i completed schooling i start working as my father still dnt have sufficient funds so tht he can bear my studies expense,things started getting btter fr me and one day i lost my grandmom,i was broked completly,and nobody was ther to help me out,i m living only with a ambition that one day i will make a house for my parents with all facilities and build up a business fr him agn.i m a common human being fr me my family is my world,i dnt want to leave them bt at present i m in a difficulty so once i make a house for them i would make their life comfortable,and leave to a place far enough,bt the things taught me are quite bitter i m tired badly still smiling just for my family’s sake.my parents wants a boy child at the time i born,this thing grow in my child mind and i promised myslf tht i would do every thing a boy cn do fr his parents,bt i lost nw everybody evn talk to me only at time of need,i realy think i m standing at a corner of river,just to make my family crossed and the drow myslf.
thts me ruchika
–The Big K–